Sunday 21 October 2018

I am unique, I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul



The past 3 days I have noticed how my intention and world events synchronise together to give me a powerful message from the universe that I am unique, I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.  The journey of this awareness started 30 days ago after I returned from the Aura-Soma level 2 Course with Mike Booth at Byron Bay. As the result of the course I decided instead of rushing out and saying a quick prayer of gratitude and asking for  protection,  that I would start a daily ritual so that I was more mindful and stop myself from feeling scattered. Minimal time would be 5 minutes to maximum of about 30 minutes, depending how rush I felt. I decided I would start the day with a ritual that consisted of gratitude, protection, intention, centreing myself and prayer. Before I started the ritual I made it a point to say either in my head or aloud what I am grateful for at that time. Then do my ritual of protection using an Aura-Soma coloured pomander.


 

While doing the ritual of putting on the coloured pomander around me, I  would say what my intention is for the day, and hand over issues that are bothering me to God. The function of the pomander is to protect my aura. During the ritual I  thank the pomander for its gift and protection it offered to me. I offered the gifts of the pomander to the planet earth and then imagined those gifts coming through my crown chakra like petals flowing through my body, around my aura and then I finish the ritual by sending the gift of the pomander to centre of the earth. This ritual creates a delicate energy matrix of protection around me. It allows positive energies to enter my field and protects me from energies  that I do not want.  I was working with the deep magenta pomander. The focus of this pomander is to find pleasure in the simple mundane things of everyday life. After the ritual I centre myself  to  connect to my incarnational star and ask that during the day that I will be guided to go where I need to be. Then my day begins and I carry on as usual. Life had its ups and downs.  I just  went with the flow.  I noticed  that I have slowed down and that I was enjoying doing nothing.

 

Noticing that I was enjoying being lazy, I started worrying that  it will be my norm. I did not want this to happen, so I started questioning myself why I was enjoying doing nothing. While I was contemplating why my laziness, I decided to do a spring clean on my thoughts and emotions. Go through my chakras and take note what negative thoughts or emotions were re-occurring during 21 days of my spring clean of emotions.
 

What kept coming up were my fears and my feeling of aloneness and lack of support from my tribe.  These issues I am working on. What I want to highlight my last 3 days of the detox. How events  and my intention of  being the best person I can be worked together  for the universe to  give me a powerful message that I am strong and powerful and  that the universe is working with me to  achieve my goals.  During the 21 days of detox  I had my doubts. My fears were coming up and I was comparing myself.

The last 3 days while working with my crown chakra, I felt connected with spirit and I did not feel alone. I noticed that my guardian angels were working with me. It was highlighted on Friday when I decided to take my car to Parramatta to be serviced.
 

I chose to take my car to Parramatta to be service station rather than get the dealer to collect my car from home and bring it back home after the service. I wanted to go to see a movie, using an event gold pass that my goddaughter gave me as gift for Christmas. I did go to the movies and enjoyed the movie. I still had some free time before I had to collect the car.
 

I decided to leave Westfield’s Shopping Centre and walk to Parramatta, St Johns Park and Centenary Place. I noticed tents and I was curious to see what was happening at those tents. It was outside Parramatta Centenary Place and I noticed officials, a high presence of  security. I noticed empty seats, and  a military band performing. Then I noticed a flag over the entrance of the town hall and the programme on the chair. It was a programme for the “INVICTUS GAMES Lightning Bolt II Convoy Flag Raising Ceremony”.  I was surprised that there was a flag raising ceremony for the INVICTUS GAMES because I thought it was going to happen on Saturday at the Opera House. I got curious and decided to stay and listen to the speeches. The speeches were interesting and inspiring. What I found meaningful to me was the explanation of the flag. Why the name ‘INVICTUS GAME’ and why 3 letters were highlighted in gold. ‘I AM’.  I could see the flag on the hall doorway, I saw the Invictus game written on the flag but I could not see clearly what the 3 letters were.   The letters were “I AM”. 



I connected to the two words “I AM” because a few years ago I tried to find out the true meaning of the two words “I AM” via reading the Old Testament. The “I AM” is also connected with the 72 Angels and Kabbalah and I was going to do a workshop webinar on Saturday 72 Angels and the Kabbalah with Terah Cox.  So “I AM” seem to be shouting at me.
 

The 3 letters “I AM” were highlighted  on the flag because of the poem written by William Ernst Henley. The intention of the poem was to show that adversity can be overcome no matter what our circumstances are. Invictus in Latin means unconquerable. No matter what, we are unconquerable. The poem finishes with the following words ‘I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul’.  It finishes with 2 magic words I AM.  The words on  the flag highlight what we can overcome once we start to believe in ourselves.  I know the INVITUS games is more than my personal perception of the I Am, but I believe if I connect what the flag represent and what I see it is interconnected .     
                                             

It is about making a positive difference. It is about connecting to our soul purpose and by doing that, we change our immediate environment, we manifest our heart desire. The INVICTUS GAMES prospective is universal.  It encourages optimism, service to family, friends and community. So if we all connect to the 2 magic words “I am....” we can inspire ourselves to the best person we can be and make a positive difference. The 2 words connect us to the God within us. They are the two most powerful words in the universe.



Be mindful of whatever you put behind these words for they have so much power.  I AM translates to GOD which translates to OM. These words are interchangeable and all have the same meaning. We are all a part of God and since God is the ultimate creator we have the power to create in our lives. So on Friday the universe was conspiring to put events together to bring to my attention, that I am not alone, I am connected and that there is a purpose in my life. We are the creators of our life. That we the whole human race are connected and we are one. This was my first day in the purple energy.



What I have come to realise while doing the emotional spring clean detox and starting my days with gratitude and intention, even when things are not perfect that we are being guided and watch. All is needed is awareness, belief and trust. We are all connected and we are one.  Once I integrate this within myself I will conquered my fears and create the life I want. This is the message of the INVICTUS GAMES we can overcome anything and be the best,  create what we want, no matter what is happening in our lives. When we watch the INVICTUS GAMES let us be inspired by  the competitors' courage, service, determination, comradeship  to change something in our lives and promote the spirit of the INVICTUS GAMES. It encourages optimism and belief in oneself and the world.