Saturday 20 April 2024

: Embracing Wisdom and Remembrance: Honoring Anzac Heroes and Divine Guidance in My Journey

 




As I pause to reflect on the profound significance of Anzac Day and the sacrifices made by our heroes, the solemn words "Lest We Forget" resonate deeply within my soul. In this blog, I invite you to join me on a journey of remembrance, as we explore how the wisdom of the 72 angels of the Kabbalah and the teachings of Christianity illuminate my path and guide me in honouring our heroes while embodying their virtues.



1. **Courage and Faith**: The courage displayed by our Anzac heroes speaks to the depths of human resilience and faith. Inspired by their bravery, I am reminded to trust in divine guidance and face life's challenges with unwavering courage and conviction, knowing that I walk in the footsteps of those who have gone before me.

 2. **Unity in Love**: The bonds of brotherhood forged on the battlefield echo the teachings of Jesus Christ, who implored us to love one another as He loved us. As I strive to embody love and compassion in my interactions, I honor the spirit of camaraderie that defined our heroes and foster a sense of unity within my community.

 3. **Service and Sacrifice**: The selfless service of our Anzac heroes serves as a powerful reminder of the transformative power of sacrificial love. Inspired by their example, I seek to serve others with humility and compassion, recognising that true greatness lies in giving of oneself for the betterment of others.

 4. **Resilience and Hope**: In the face of adversity, our heroes stood resolute, their spirits unbroken by the trials of war. Guided by their resilience and the hope offered by Jesus Christ, I draw strength from their example, knowing that even in the darkest of times, there is always a glimmer of hope to light our way forward.

 5. **Gratitude and Remembrance**: As I express gratitude for the sacrifices of our Anzac heroes and remember their courage and valour, I am reminded of the ultimate sacrifice made by Jesus Christ on the cross. Through prayer, reflection, and acts of remembrance, I pay tribute to their enduring legacy, ensuring that their memory lives on in my heart and in the hearts of future generations.

 In my daily life, I integrate the timeless message of “Lest We Forget” by honoring the courage and sacrifice of our Anzac heroes. Embracing the guiding light of divine love, I strive to embody their virtues of faith, courage, and compassion. Drawing strength from the teachings of Christianity and the guidance of the 72 angels, I aim to live authentically and be the best version of myself, always remembering those who sacrificed for our freedom.





Thursday 25 January 2024

Working with the 72 Angels to Live a Purposeful Life with Compassion .







“Living a purposeful life with compassion” means leading a life that is guided by a clear sense of purpose or meaning, while also embodying and practicing compassion in interactions with oneself and others. It suggests a conscious and intentional approach to living that combines a sense of direction or mission with a genuine, caring attitude towards the well-being of oneself and those around them. This motivates us to promote and implement  social justice , and the path of compassion.


Navigating the Spectrum: Woke Awareness, Social Justice, and the Path of Compassion  with the assistance of the 72 angels and tree of life.



In today’s diverse world, achieving an understanding of social justice demands a delicate balance of woke awareness, compassionate actions, and an unwavering commitment to truth. This intricacy becomes more pronounced when individuals aspire to align with their soul purpose, approaching it with love and respect for others’ perspectives while holding true to their beliefs without compromise.


Engaging with the 72 angels of the Tree of Life serves as a gateway to profound spiritual experiences, personal growth, and a connection to the divine. Embracing the angels energies allows us to delve into the depths of our souls, unraveling the mysteries of existence and embracing our divine heritage, connecting us to our purpose and mission in life. This is akin to having a guiding North Star that directs our actions and choices. The angels offer profound direction, focus, and meaning, making our life journey purposeful and rewarding. They guide us on how we can contribute positively to the community. Working with the 72 angels assist us in overcoming personal insecurities and fears, helping us comprehend our mission and uncover our “why.” This, in turn, empowers us to navigate obstacles with purpose, actively and passionately engaging in advocating for social justice and contributing to positive change in our communities.


The guidance provided by the angels illuminates the path to our life’s purpose, aiding us in harmonising our actions with our true calling. Encouraging us to make a positive difference in our environment by taking responsibility for our actions. Not relying on others to get things done . Just being the change we want to see.


Woke Awareness


Wokeness encompasses a deep awareness of prevalent social injustices and systemic inequalities. It encourages questioning the status quo, challenging ingrained norms, and seeking a profound understanding of the complexities that envelop us. This awareness serves as a catalyst for change, urging individuals to scrutinise their biases and engage in a more inclusive dialogue with a commitment to uncovering the truth.


However, solely focusing on popular social justice issues, as some woke supporters advocate, is insufficient. The woke phenomenon tends to concentrate on specific popular themes of injustices, potentially neglecting a more comprehensive examination of societal challenges. In certain instances, there is an oversight or neglect of less popular injustices such as child exploitation and human trafficking.

To truly address these complexities, a more compassionate and comprehensive approach is needed. Balancing awareness and action across various challenges is crucial for ensuring that efforts towards justice and social change have a positive, inclusive impact. This consideration is vital for a more effective and equitable approach to addressing societal issues.

It’s important to note that woke awareness is not a modern phenomenon; its roots extend throughout history. The abolition of slavery, for instance, didn’t arise solely from wokeness but from individuals becoming aware of a social injustice, questioning the norm, and taking constructive actions to make a difference. Understanding the historical context of social awareness can guide us toward a more compassionate and nuanced approach in addressing contemporary challenges. One does not have to be an advocate for woke to initiate social justice. 



Social Justice: The Pursuit of Equality


You don't necessarily have to align with or actively support the woke movement to take action for social justice.  Anyone regardless of their stance on certain ideologies, can contribute to promoting fairness, equality, and positive change in society.

Social justice, in other words, is the pursuit of equality and fairness in society. Rooted in the belief that every individual deserves equal rights and opportunities, it strives to dismantle structures perpetuating discrimination. The essence of social justice lies in fostering a community where everyone can thrive, irrespective of their background, while remaining steadfast in the pursuit of truth.


Finding the Middle Ground: Compassion in Action


Harmonising woke awareness and social justice involves practicing compassion . Having an unwavering commitment to truth. It’s about recognising the different shades of individual experiences and understanding that transformation takes time. Rather than imposing rigid ideologies, it involves fostering open dialogue, empathising with diverse perspectives, and acknowledging the unique challenges faced by different communities—all while seeking the truth in the process.



Empathy as a Bridge


Empathy becomes the bridge between woke awareness, social justice, and truth. By genuinely understanding the struggles of others, we create a space for dialogue that transcends ideological boundaries. Through empathy, connections are built, fostering a collective commitment to positive change without alienating those resistant to certain concepts, all while valuing the truth underlying these conversations.


The Danger of Imposition


Imposing social justice ideals on society can lead to resistance and division. Instead, let’s invite others into the conversation with openness, respect, and an emphasis on truth. Recognising that change is a gradual process ensures that we’re not alienating individuals grappling with the complexity of these issues while staying true to the pursuit of justice.


A Compassionate and Truthful Approach


In the intricate dance between woke awareness, social justice, and truth, a compassionate approach rooted in unwavering honesty is the guiding light. It acknowledges that everyone is on their unique journey of understanding, and our role is to foster an environment where dialogue and transformation can flourish. Navigating this path together, we weave a tapestry of understanding and empathy for a more just and harmonious world, anchored in the pursuit of truth.



Conclusion: Incorporating Compassion and Social Justice in Everyday Life.


In our daily lives, we live out this philosophy by engaging in discussions with an open heart, acknowledging diverse perspectives. We strive to embody compassion, letting honesty guide us through the complexities of woke awareness, social justice, and truth. Recognising that each person is on their unique journey of understanding, we cultivate an environment conducive to dialogue and growth. Together, we navigate this path, weaving a tapestry of understanding and empathy, contributing to a more just and harmonious world anchored in the pursuit of truth.


One can make a difference by taking responsibility and initiating positive change. Be the change you want to see. Instead of passing judgment, act with love and compassion. Take action with sincerity. If you disagree with your local representative, mobilise your friends to send letters or emails expressing your concerns. The collective voice of peaceful protest holds more power. Connect with like-minded individuals to peacefully advocate for change. It is through heartfelt action and unity that meaningful transformations occur.


Saturday 23 September 2023

The Mystic Path: Unveiling the Wonders of Working with the 72 Angels of the Tree of Life



Journeying alongside the 72 angels of the Tree of Life is like embarking on a deeply personal and mystical adventure. Rooted in the ancient wisdom of Kabbalah, the Tree of Life beckons us to explore the delicate balance between the spiritual and the material of our lives. They help us explore this balance in various ways.

1.Spiritual Guides and Wisdom Bearers: These angels hold the keys to profound spiritual insights and wisdom, each one offering a unique perspective that can light up the path of our lives.

2. Guardians of Healing and Protection: In moments of vulnerability, we turn to these angels for protection from negativity and for the healing of our body, mind, and soul.

3. Your Transformational Journey: As we establish a connection with these celestial beings, we set off on a remarkable journey of personal transformation. Their energies awaken dormant potentials, unveiling our true selves.

4. Accessing Higher Realms: These angels elevate our consciousness, allowing us to explore higher realms of understanding and spiritual awareness.

5. Manifesting Dreams: By harmonising with their energies, we become co-creators of our destiny, manifesting our intentions and aligning with the cosmic flow.

6. Intuition Sharpened: Our partnership with the 72 angels sharpens our intuition, empowering us to distinguish truth and make wiser choices.

7. Oneness with the Divine: Embracing these angels brings us closer to the divine source, nurturing a profound sense of unity with the universe.

8. Soulful Connections: Exploring the world of the 72 angels often leads to soulful connections with others on a similar spiritual quest.

9. Purpose Illuminated: These celestial guides shed light on our life's purpose, helping us align our actions with our soul's calling.

10. Mystical Tapestry of Life: The intricate tapestry woven by the 72 angels invites us to step into a world of awe and wonder, where self-discovery and spiritual evolution intertwine.

In conclusion the 72 angels within the Kabbalah Tree of Life serve as messengers from the Divine, ready to assist us in connecting with our innate Divine gifts. These angelic beings embody the attributes of the Divine itself. Their primary purpose is to support our individual journeys, helping us recognise the inner light that resides within each of us. By working with these angels, we come to the profound realisation that we possess divine qualities within ourselves, and we are interconnected as one with all of existence.

Engaging with these angels on this spiritual journey is a deeply personal experience. For each individual the experience is different. The end result is the same.  It beckons us to explore the depths of our being, unveiling the mysteries of existence while embracing our divine heritage. Along this mystical path, we are embraced by the radiant presence of the Divine, guiding us toward unity, transformation, and spiritual fulfillment at a deeply personal level.



Tuesday 8 August 2023

Awakening to your Divine Light













Every year on and around the 8th day of the 8th month of the year (August 8th) there is a cosmic alignment called "the Lions Gate Portal or "the Lions Gateway". It occurs when the star Sirius, also known as the “Dog Star,” aligns with Earth and the Sun. This alignment is believed to bring heightened spiritual energy and transformational opportunities, particularly in the realms of consciousness and personal growth. Many people view this event as a time for self-reflection, intention-setting, and embracing new possibilities.

This ancient astrological spiritual gateway traces its origins back to ancient Egypt and has been revered for millennia as a sacred time to activate positive energy. The 8-8 Lions Gate Portal is distinguished by the influential pairing of 8-8, the Sun's position in Leo the Lion constellation, and the emergence of the star Sirius on the horizon. Sirius is linked to Jupiter's expansive qualities, carrying a dynamic force for achievement and action, offering a prime opportunity for conscious manifestation and co-creation with natural energy to invite blessings into your life. As Sirius ascends in the night sky, it aligns with Orion's Belt and the Pyramid of Giza, creating the illusion of its proximity to Earth. Just a bit of "cosmic perspective": Sirius is double the size of our Sun and 26x brighter!

This is why during the Lion's Gate Portal there is such a profound and powerful source of light available to you during this time

Now we are experiencing a cosmic event called the Lion Gate.  This auspicious celestial window and numerological portal activates the star intelligence. During this window, the brightest star in the night sky, Sirius, separates significantly from the Sun to come into a clear, bright, powerful beam of her own onto the Earth. This cosmic glow provides an open runway for manifesting energy more easily.

The Lions Gateway energy is about more fully awakening your Divine Light and embodying Divinity to manifest what you desire in your physical reality.

The Leo energy that we all experience during the Lion's Gate Portal (regardless of your personal zodiac sign) is associated with royalty, and so this alignment can be seen as awakening the royal codes of higher living which are available for all.

When is the Lion gate Portal?

While the Lion's Gate Portal is open from July 28 to August 12. August 8th is believed the most powerful day. This is because the number eight has numerological significance. In numerology, (the belief system that gives digits meaning), eight is a powerhouse number, representing luck, wealth, and good energy. When turned on its side, eight represents infinity, which symbolises an infinite flow of power and energy. With its two eights (8/8), the date is widely believed to be a powerful one for manifesting and creating change in your life.


 Guardian Angel for this Period from the Tree of Life



You can ask Guardian Angel 28 #Seheiah, to help get through the Lion Gate. Seheiah is the guardian Angel for the period August 7th till 12th. Call  #Seherial , by intoning   “ say-HAY-ee-YAH” 3 times (Emphasis on upper case word). Seheiah supports you in working with the Divine, so that you connect to your purpose and be the best version of yourself. Seheiah guides you by bringing to your attention what is life-affirming to yourself and those around you.  Listen to your heart. The heart will cause-correct when you need to and guide you to where you are supposed to be.

Listening to your heart means having the awareness that every action or thought you make has a consequence, that it either encourages goodwill, cooperation, grace or it encourages division, disharmony, tension. Think before you act, work from the heart and listen to the Divine light within and trust in Divine timing. Seheiah encourages you to do what you love and to connect to the Divine within.

Listening to your heart and ignoring the noise around you can help you focus on your true feelings, desires and goals. It allows you to make decisions that align with your authentic self, rather than being swayed by external noises  or distraction. This allows you to follow a more #life-affirming meaning life.

When you engage with what is not Life-affirming to you, even to fight against it for a noble cause, your vibration is lowered. Be a light for what you love, what you desire to affirm and increase. This is important for the changes we desire now. Focus on what you want. Ignore the negative stories, the noise, just listen to your heart , follow your path; stay on that path and do what your heart desires. This encourages peace of mind, hope and longevity. This also encourages world peace.

 

Sunday 7 August 2022

Lion's Gate Portal

 





Now we are experiencing a cosmic event called the Lion Gate. The 8:8 Lion’s Gate is a yearly cosmic gateway when the Sun returns to its home in Leo and the star Sirius rises in the sky into alignment with the Earth. This auspicious celestial window and numerological portal activates the star intelligence. During this window, the brightest star in the night sky, Sirius, separates significantly from the Sun to come into a clear, bright, powerful beam of her own onto the Earth. This cosmic glow provides an open runway for manifesting energy more easily.

This cosmic event occurs every year between July 28 and August 12. However, its powers are most potent on August 8 (8/8), which is known by some as the Galactic New Year. It activates a tremendous amount of star power energy. It stays open until August 12.

This portal has been called the infinity portal or the Lion’s Gate, an energetic activation of the numbers 8/8, August: eighth month, in the sign of Leo the lion, on the eighth day of the year.

The Significance of the number 8.

The number 8 in numerology represents abundance, prosperity and inner wisdom, The number 8 holds the same geometric shape as our DNA structure that  holds memories of our ancestors lines and holds our current codes on how we develop, and reproduce in our daily lives (DNA Structure & Function: A Simple Guide for Beginners (humanoriginproject.com)It brings power, positive momentous shifts, and a bridge between the etheric and earthy realms giving you a super boost to attain all that you are calling in.

True prosperity, undeniable fulfillment, and tangible and timeless wealth find momentum in the 8th portal.

 

What is the function of the portal?

During this time higher frequency energies flood through this gateway bringing us heightened wisdom, experiences, and activations.

The Lion's Gate Portal opening is a time when we  as individuals are able to manifest abundance more than any other time of the year. Every year when the portal opens it is an opportunity for us who are aware of it to use the portal to evolve, and become a more empowered, stronger, better version of ourselves. It's a chance to move nearer to the person we want to be and the life we want to live.

How does the portal work?

As the Lion's Gate Portal is fully opened, the high frequency of energy offered means it's the perfect time to manifest our deepest desires and dreams. It's a time to slow down, meditate and focus on our dreams. During this time, you might have the tendency to feel overly tired and want to constantly rest. Or you might find yourself feeling sick. Instead of fighting it, go with it. It is a way the universe is connecting with you, to encourage you to slow down so that you can reflect and contemplate on what you want to do with your life.

What other symptoms could you be experiencing during this period?

You might find that you are having vivid flashbacks of present or past life memories or difficulty sleeping around this time. This energy also brings us great potential for growth and manifestation.

While the Lion gate is open pay attention  to what is coming up for you - is it showing you something that needs to be healed? Something that isn’t aligned. Or inviting you to step forward into the unknown?

 Be aware of your emotions and thought patterns. Your thoughts and emotion are waves of energy, and they can influence your outcome. If you have doubts, the positive outcome does not happen. If you expect positive results, then positive results will happen. Changes do not happen overnight. It is a journey of personal growth, sometimes the positive outcome could be some thing that you did not expect. Always remember that the universe conspires to bring to you what you desire.

 About wanting to manifesting World peace.

Also note, if you are requesting world peace and good will, the universe can only give what the world can handle. Every human being thought, and emotion affects the outcome. The more of us who mindfully take positive action and try to bring peace in our environment, the easier it is for the universe to tip the scales and bring peace to the whole planet. We all have free will.  What energy thought is prevailing, that will win. What is happening in the world, is the reflection of population’s thoughts. Whatever happens in one country, affects us all around the world energetically. The war in Ukraine, human trafficking and slavery, killings, disunity…etc.… even though it does not affect us personally, affects the whole planet. The best way to change this negative energy, is to stay positive in your environment, be the change you want to see and take responsibility of your actions. The more of us who practice this,  eventually the scales will change, and notice more goodwill in the planet. We can request these positive changes at this gate, to start the ball rolling of bringing universal peace to this planet.  When more of us practice good will, we will eventually see positive changes happening on the planet. If the general population refuses to change for the better, than the changes will be slower. To promote the positive change, instead of expecting the other person to change, be the change. Good will encourages good will, so be the change you want to see.

 

What happens on the 8th August?

On August 8, this energy peaks making it the perfect time to focus on what you want to manifest. Getting clear on your goals and taking aligned action to call them forward. The number eight also represents karmic loops and infinite transformation - what you put out you receive. How committed are you to your goals and the necessary inner work of healing and breaking cycles and limiting beliefs in order to receive more?

Is it too late to work with the lion gate portal after 8th August?

It is not too late to consider what you want to manifest. You still have time to consider what you want to to manifest via the gate until the 12th August. Just write out what you want to achieve in the next 12 months.

Guardian Angel for this Period from the Tree of Life

You can ask Guardian Angel 28 #Seheiah, to help get through the Lion Gate. Seheiah is the guardian Angel for the period August 7th till 12th. Call  Seherial , by intoning   “ say-HAY-ee-YAH” 3 times (Emphasis on upper case word). Seheiah supports you in working with the Divine, so that you connect to your purpose and be the best version of yourself. Seheiah guides you by bringing to your attention what is life-affirming to yourself and those around you.  Listen to your heart. The heart will cause-correct when you need to and guide you to where you are supposed to be.

Listening to your heart means having the awareness that every action or thought you make has a consequence, that it either encourages goodwill, cooperation, grace or it encourages division, disharmony, tension. Think before you act, work from the heart and listen to the Divine light within and trust in Divine timing. Seheiah encourages you to do what you love and to connect to the Divine within.

When you engage with what is not Life-affirming to you, even to fight against it for a noble cause, your vibration is lowered. Be a light for what you love, what you desire to affirm and increase. This is important for the changes we desire now. Focus on what you want. Ignore the negative stories, the noise, just listen to your heart , follow your path; stay on that path and do what your heart desires. This encourages peace of mind, hope and longevity. This also encourages world peace.

 


What to expect when you work with the portal?

Every year, the Lion Gate doorway opens, giving people the ability to change and grow as individuals. This is the time to bring your imagined self into reality.  The opening of the Lion Gate gateway enables the positive energy to assist you in becoming the finest versions of yourself.

 





Wednesday 7 July 2021

How do you want to be remembered?

 


It is the middle of the year and you are wondering where did time go? You have come to a realisation, the past 6 months of 2021 have gone quickly and you are not on track meeting your goals.  Take time out. Now that we in Sydney are in lock down it is time to go within ourselves.  In our  daily lives  we all try to feel loved,  respected  and connected by  participating,  talking, acting with our loved ones , peers  and various circles .  We hope that our family, peers do not notice our shadows.  No matter what our circumstances are we will ultimately be known or remembered by our intent, and actions. How we live our talk, not by how we would like to known for. It is our actions that define us.

Now is a good opportunity to reflect on this. How do you want to be known or remembered? What effect do you want to create in hearts and minds of other? How do you want to contribute to the evolution of this planet conscious? How do you inspire compassion, love? How can you be of service to others? How can you bring joy into your life? When you are enthusiastic and love your life you are more willing to help others.

Why reflect on how we want to be known?

To help this planet to evolve to higher consciousness, we all have a part to play. Encourage people to have bigger dreams, explore and try new things. Do not belittle people: loved ones, peers, acquaintances. Otherwise this will lead to stagnation. Humans tend to give when there is joy and enthusiasm in their lives. Encourage this.

How?

Using the guardian angel for the today (Jul 7 -11), reflect on what makes you happy. Are you doing what you love? What can you do to bring more joy, love into your life? If you love reading books make time to read a chapter or one page of a book least once a week. Incorporate things that you love in your daily life.  Reflect on how you can achieve your “Big Dreams”. Reflect on what you can change in your life to connect to your dream.   Create a plan for the next 6 months. Visualise and feel what would you like happening in your life in 6 months times. Remember your feelings from your meditation when you are down. 

Outcome

Know that by shining your light you become an inspiration to others. Not so that they copy you so that that they too can be an aspiration and a light to others. Understand that honouring yourself is not being selfish, you are growing and making a difference to yourself, community and the world. As a result the community and the world grow with the expression of your own personal talents, power and presence that inspires others to create and contribute in the community and the world.

 

Friday 11 June 2021

Connect to Your Personal Angels

The One day workshop: Connect to Your Personal Angels
         Live with Joy and Intention

  Why Do it?

This workshop will help you get a better understanding of your purpose and yourself. Encourage you to live with joy by and intention.

Connecting with Angels is a powerful and great way to accelerate the inner growth of your soul. All you need to do is to invoke the angels and to ask for their guidance and assistance.

Why invoke the angels?

Firstly because of the "Law of Free Will" angels  can do nothing unless you ask.

Secondly our greatest fear is realising  our greatness and  being arrogant.  “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our biggest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frighten us.” (Marianne Williamson).  Working with angels will help us overcome that fear. They will help you see your greatness, help you connect to your Divine light and helps you manifest your greatness with love. “Playing small does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.  As we are liberated from our own fear, Our presence automatically liberates others”. (Marianne Williamson). As we accept and embrace our greatness we encourage hope, cooperation, love and compassion, to ourselves, family, community and the world.

The Angels what do they do?

The angels of the Kambalah Tree of Life, are the messengers of the Divine whom we can ask for assistance to help us connect to our Divine gifts. They are also living Beings of Light and each angel has the attributes of the Divine. Their purpose is to support us in the journey towards ourselves and connect us with the Light we all carry within us. They also help us realise that we have the attributes of the Divine within us and we are all interconnected and we are one.  The angels can assist us in making a  positive difference in our communities and the world.

           The  workshop                                                 

The workshop will focus on the attributes of your personal angels of the Kambalah Tree of life. 

         The Purpose of the workshop

The purpose of this workshop is to connect you with your personal angels.  Look at how the angels interface and work together to support you so that you can manifest the Light within you. How you can have a better relationship with the angels and connect to your Divine aspect within yourself. To know thyself better.

Why is it important to know yourself better?

Knowing yourself better allows you to be independent of the opinions of others. When you know what works for you - what is good for you, and what is not , understand your patterns, it does not matter what others might think and advise. By knowing who you are and what you stand for in life, can help to give you a strong sense of self-confidence, and knowing that your life matters and you have a mission. In the process you will overcome your fear of your own greatness, because you have connected to your Divine Light.

Obtaining tickets for the workshop

If you interested in attending the workshop please click below 

https://www.eventbrite.com.au/e/connect-to-your-personal-angels-tickets-151764364299 

or send me an email:

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